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It’s Okay Because I Refuse
23 Dec13 simple ways that reveal if a man really loves you…
26 NovI came across this wonderful information by Michael Fiore on his website DigitalRomance.com. Be honest with yourself when you address each point and ask yourself each question. If you honestly do the work, you should be able to determine where you stand and hopefully be well on your way to a loving lasting relationship.
First, some things to remember:
- A women’s insecurity can kill a man’s love for you, like poison on a flower. Men hate it when their women doubt their sincerity regarding his love for us. This doubt kills his self-esteem and drains his love for us.
- It is impossible to be loved unless you first love yourself. Putting your love and self-worth in a man creates intense pressure on a guy.
- Men aren’t women. Women make the mistake of wanting a man to love them in the same way we as women love.
- Love means different things to different people. For women, the question becomes, “Does he desire me and only me?” For men, it means, “Am I happy when I am with her”, or “Am I jealous of the thought of other men around her?” Women want obsession and devotion, men want appreciation and respect. For both sides to be happy there has to be a meeting of the minds; read the signals.
The ask yourself these questions
- Does he say, “I love you?” If he says I love you too early, then this is a bad sign. At least a few times a month is good.
- Does he make you a priority in his life? Actions speak louder than words. You should be in his top 3 priorities. Sometimes, things shift and priorities change. His actions can include making dinner for you, going to dinners, or doing things he hates for your benefit. The actions don’t have to be grand gestures.
- Does he tell his friends about you and show you off in public settings? Have you met his family? If he does not do this then he is ashamed of you, or something is fishy. A man who is in love wants to show you off. Does he hide you away?
- Does he care about your pleasure during sex? Does he look at you and talk to you during sex?
- Does he respect and encourage you? Does he value your opinion? Share important decisions? Does he encourage you to have a life outside of him? Is he in your corner? Jealousy is not love. We must understand the difference.
- Do your friends like the way he treats you? Your friends can judge him better than you can.
- Does he look at you with desire and attraction? Does he check you out (physical appreciation)?
I hope you’ve enjoyed our time together and learned a lot of cool tips that I’ve been using to build a great relationship.
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As always his bondservant
Voluptuous Diva
Voluptuous Diva Diaries is a newsletter sponsored by Voluptuous Diva, Inc.
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dedicated to the majority of American women.
Voluptuous Diva, Inc. was created so that my fellow Divas can
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Inside the Mind and Heart of a Man Part 7
5 NovRelationships and the Plus Size Woman
Inside the Mind and Heart of a Man (Part 7):
Your look matters
My sincere apologies to everyone for not finishing this series sooner. I have been busy these last few months launching my clothing line and now its finally here and available on line at Voluptuousdiva.com. This series of articles is designed to educate women on the inner workings of men. The information is from the book authored by Shuanti Feldham, which emphasizes the importance of eight revelations involving the mindset of men. To date, we have discussed six revelations. The first revelation was that men need to be respected more than they need to be loved. The second revelation was that men are insecure. Despite a man’s “in-control” exterior, men often feel like impostors. The third revelation is that men have a driving need to be providers, which validates their love for their families and justifies their abilities to succeed as men. The fourth revelation was that men want more sex. Having sex is a method of displaying love and acceptance by his wife, and fills a deep emotional void within. The fifth, men are visual creatures and just because they are looking does not mean they are lusting, or not in love with their wives or significant others. Men keep a mental roladex of images that are recalled involuntarily and can be triggered by another image they see. The sixth is that men are actually romantic and love and desire to be romantic with the one they love.
Revelation 7: “Men care about how we look”
This is probably one of the single most important facts about men that women need to know (even more important than sex, YES). The bottom line is ladies, men care about how we look. “Your man doesn’t need you to be a size 3, but he does need you to make the effort to take care of yourself for him and he’s willing to help.” The effort we put into our appearance is extremely important to him. Men are visual creatures so it is not unreasonable to assume that men would care about our outward appearance. Being out of shape and looking ragged doesn’t just affect you it affects him as well. The bible tells us that the woman is the glory of the man. This means that our actions are a direct reflection on him, good, bad or indifferent. Men aren’t as concerned with size as they are with the fact that we should care about ourselves, especially when we let ourselves go and no longer care about how we look. What affects our self-worth affects the man we love. They just want to see us care about ourselves and this shows we care about them.
Women are too sensitive about their bodies
Ladies lets face it, we are too sensitive and self-conscious about our bodies. We must learn to accept ourselves for who we are and stopping judging ourselves so harshly. Almost every man cares if his wife or significant other is out of shape and doesn’t make an effort to change. When surveyed 7 out of 10 men indicated that would be emotionally bothered if the woman in their lives let herself go and didn’t make an effort to do something about it. Our efforts matter the most. Most men are not concerned with the fact that we look like we did when they first met us, they are more concerned that we keeping ourselves together at the present. We as women must learn to love ourselves for who we are yes but we must exhibit such by making a daily effort to look presentable and well groomed. This means we fix our hair, wear clothing that compliments us, wear a little make up, a nice pair of earrings and shoes and yes perfume. We as women often can take for granted that because our husband or partner has pledge their faithfulness to us that only what is on the inside counts and the outside does not matter. But this could be further from the truth the outside does matter and when we as women stop caring the men in our lives feel hurt and disrespected.
So why does it matter so much
Because men are visual, when they see us make the effort to look good it makes them feel we care and in turn they feel loved. When our man puts forth a romantic effort to create something special for us we don’t care if the evening is not perfect, we are just glad for the effort and it means the world to us. This is the same way our man feels when we make an effort concerning our looks, it is a total turn-on. Therefore, just like when a man does not care about romance and is neglectful we feel unloved and unvalued; the same feelings are felt when as women stop caring about our appearance. Men desire to keep their attention on us and in this day and time with the way women dress and our sexually image driven society this can be quite a challenge. Keeping up our appearance makes that issue easier as we continue to make ourselves look good.
Men want to be proud of their wives or mates. The wife he has is just as much a part of his competitive nature as his house, and kids. Every man wants other men to think he did well in this regard and doing our part to look nice makes that possible. Most men are sensitive to this subject because they know we are sensitive about it also.
So what is a Woman to do
We must first recognize that we need to make some changes. If we are not happy with ourselves, we can be assured our man is not either. The good news is that our man wants to help us change and is prepared to do whatever is necessary to help us be successful in that regard. There is so much information designed to help us be successful in weight loss and exercise it is up to you to find what works for you. Lastly, God is waiting to help us. I know from personal experience that when I rely upon God’s strength and not my own I am so successful at whatever I set out to do and weight loss is no different. I admonish each woman reading this blog today to look honestly within herself and determine whether or not this is an issue she needs to address. If you are guilty repent to God and then if needed repent to your husband or partner. Then begin with a new mindset and heart to make changes for the better trusting God you will get there along the way
In loving kindness his bondservant
Joan White
Voluptuous Diva
Inside the Heart and Mind of a Man Part 6
15 OctRelationships and the Plus Size Woman
Inside the Mind and Heart of a Man (Part 6):
Men are Actually Romantic
This series of articles is designed to educate women on the inner workings of men. The information is from the book authored by Shuanti Feldham, which emphasizes the importance of seven revelations involving the mindset of men. To date, we have discussed five revelations. The first revelation was that men need to be respected more than they need to be loved. The second revelation was that men are insecure. Despite a man’s “in-control” exterior, men often feel like impostors. The third revelation is that men have a driving need to be providers, which validates their love for their families and justifies their abilities to succeed as men. The fourth revelation was that men want more sex. Having sex is a method of displaying love and acceptance by his wife, and fills a deep emotional void within. The fifth, men are visual creatures and just because they are looking does not mean they are lusting, or not in love with their wives or significant others. Men keep a mental roladex of images that are recalled involuntarily and can be triggered by another image they see.
Revelation 6: “Men are Actually Romantic”
What is really in the minds of men regarding romance? Do they really think it is a waste of time or is it just a means to an end to get sex? Women we may not realize it but men want and enjoy romance but sometimes find different things romantic than we do and are fearful over the fact they may not be good at executing a romantic interlude. When surveyed men are secret romantics and most want more romance in their lives. What’s even more amazing is that they want romance apart from sex. Believe it or not, men long for the same connections, togetherness, fun and intimacy that we do. The survey found that 84% of men desire romance. This held true regardless of age, race, married or single.
So why don’t men initiate more romance in the relationship. Most men fall into two categories regarding romance, internal hesitation or gender gap. When surveyed however 88% of men believe they have the ability to plan a romantic evening for their spouse or significant other but half are not confident they would do it well. What do I mean by internal hesitation? Men are scared to death of being humiliated or appearing incompetent in front of anyone, especially the woman he loves. Men are haunted by romantic failures of the past. If you tease a man or criticize him for his romantic efforts be prepared for him to not be to willing to do it again. Lastly, please understand that his lack of romance is not always personal. It is difficult for a man to change gears from work to the home. Men need personal space after working all day to wind down so that he can transition and give his attention to his family.
The gender gap in the definition of romance is that men view romance differently. First, playing together is very romantic, men like playing with their wives or significant other, it makes them feel close and provides a chance to be intimate and focus on each other. Men want to go out and do things together with us. As one man said, “Men don’t want to abandon their wives to do guy things. They want to do guy things with their wife.” A woman who has fun with her man is incredibly attractive. Second, romance without sex may not feel complete. Most men are romantic with an end in mind not for selfish reason but remember sex is their way of feeling emotionally connected. Your man wants romance not to manipulate you sexually but to connect with the one he loves after a hard day at the office and escape the pressures of life.
So what is a woman to do
By now it should be dawning on you just how much power we have as women. So what do we do, we encourage and affirm him. Tell him how great he is and how much you appreciate what he does even when the efforts do not go as expected. Keep it fresh by giving him something to pursue, recognize his need for space as well as intimate attention. Bottom line, make yourself the type of friend and lover he constantly wants to pursue. Help him understand what is so important to you. Lastly, keep him number one. So often we put things before our spouse, the kids, the job, family. He needs to know he is a priority this makes him feel valued, loved and respected in our lives.
In loving kindness his bondservant
Joan White
Voluptuous Diva
Inside the Heart and Mind of a Man Part 5
1 OctRelationships and the Plus Size Woman
Inside the Mind and Heart of a Man (Part 5):
Men are Visual
This series of articles is designed to educate women on the inner workings of men. The information is from the book authored by Shuanti Feldham, which emphasizes the importance of seven revelations involving the mindset of men. To date, we have discussed four revelations. The first revelation was that men need to be respected more than they need to be loved. The second revelation was that men are insecure. Despite a man’s “in-control” exterior, men often feel like impostors. The third revelation is that men have a driving need to be providers, which validates their love for their families and justifies their abilities to succeed as men. The fourth revelation was that men want more sex. Having sex is a method of displaying love and acceptance by his wife, and fills a deep emotional void within.
Revelation 5: “Men are Visual”
Often we as women ask ourselves this question, “Why is it so natural for him to look, and so hard to forget what he has seen?” I truly believe this revelation is probably one of this most important out all the seven. Grasping this information will drastically help you understand the mind of a man. I can truly say I have a renewed respect for men, and more consciousness of how I conduct myself and dress in their presence.
Even happily married men struggle with being pulled toward live and recollected images of other women.
Upon reading this revelation there are two factors that come to light. First, a woman with a great body is extremely difficult to avoid gazing or fixating attention for men. Even if he manages not to look, he is aware of her presence. Second, men have a mental “Rolodex” of stored pictures in their heads that can invade their thoughts without notice or can be summoned at will. Women need to understand that this condition is a hard wired compulsion, and has very little to do with we as women not being who they want or love.
1. A man can’t help but look: When surveyed, 98% of men, whether single or happily married, admitted they could not help but look or be aware of an attractive women’s body. Men are drawn to look even when they make an effort to avoid looking. It is not personal. He is not flirting. He has no interest in getting to know the woman. It is an internal drive that is automatic.
2. A man has a mental Rolodex of sensual images: Unfortunately, today’s sexually charged society does not make this fact any easier. When surveyed, 87% of men admitted to having a mental database of images or pictures stored in their brains. These pictures or images are not all about sexual acts or of their wives, but from any type of intimate moment, a Playboy magazine hottie, a Victoria’s Secret model, the Fruit of the Loom women on the underwear commercial, etc. These images can come across without notice, retrieved at will, or triggered by something he sees.
Men admit that sensual images or thoughts bombard them all the time. Men explained it like this, as teenagers they routinely dealt with involuntary images every few hours, and could spend as much as a half hour focused on a given image. This process can be the same for a man in his twenties. Once he reaches his thirties and forties, he is a little more settled but the images are still triggered and can be difficult to discard.
We have to remember this information in a non-judgmental manner. Just because a man is tempted with these images does not mean he is sinning. Temptations are not sins (The bible states that “Jesus was tempted in every way”). It is what men do with those images that becomes the real issue. Women need to note that these thoughts arise automatically, and most times are unintentional and involuntary. A man’s brain automatically notices nice features on a woman without even realizing.
It is also automatic that when these images come to mind, they can be accompanied with a rush of sexual pleasure. It is up to the man to suppress the urge to act on these thoughts, or linger on them when they arise. Men do have control over whether or not they dwell on the images that arise in their minds. This takes great strength on the part of our man. As women, we must understand and support them as they struggle with this issue, by not being defensive and not taking this struggle as a personal indictment to our relationship.
Be reassured ladies that his temptation is not primarily about sex. Know that every man is different and it is not because of us or that something is wrong with us that he has this issue. Also know, that his struggle with this issue does not change his feelings for us.
So what are we as Women to Do?
Pray for him, and for the both of you as a couple. Check our hearts, be willing to support him with empathy, and determine how involved we want to become in his accountability process. I truly believe men need to be accountable to other men regarding this issue, as it can be difficult for some women to handle. We need to be a support to them, let them know we understand their issue, and that we are open to communicating about it if they need to talk. We must be open and non-judgmental so that we do not hurt their self-esteem. Lastly, we as women must become aware of how we present ourselves to our men, thereby ensuring we are not contributing unknowingly to this issue.
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Inside the Heart and Mind of a Man Part 2
23 JulDating and the Plus Size Woman
Inside the Mind and Heart of the Man Part 2 – Men are Insecure
Voluptuous Diva is an inspirational motivational speaker, blogger and radio personality, fashion designer and merchandiser. My goal is to inspire plus size women to feel empowered sexy and valued.
I am so excited to continue with the relationship series for plus size woman called “Inside the Mind and Heart of a Man.”
As in the first article we learned from the author Shuanti Feldham the importance of seven revelations involving the mindset of men and in order to give me what they need we must learn them. The first one is men need to be respected more than they need to be loved. I never realized how important respect was to men until I read this chapter. This revelation is very detailed from not telling them what to do, not treating them as children, trusting their judgment, watching how we talk to them, not criticizing them in front of others and not criticizing them behind their backs. When we show unconditional respect to the men we love we empower them to take on the world and ensure they will meet our needs as well.
Revelation No. 2 “Men are Insecure”
I never knew that Mr. Smooth looks so impressive on the outside but feels like an impostor on the inside. Despite their in control exterior men often feel like impostors and are insecure that their inadequacies will be discovered.
Men have a hidden secret that is hard for them to admit to anyone and that is they each have a deep inner uncertainty which renders even the most confident of men helpless and vulnerable. When surveyed men admitted that no matter the level of success that the majority of men feel some degree of insecurity about themselves and abilities and the opinions of others matter. Men are vulnerable internally especially when they don’t have clear direction in what they are doing and often believe on the verge of being exposed. The very idea of someone especially his woman thinking he can’t cut it is the ultimate humiliation and it is one they strive to avoid at all cost.
There are several factors that drive this internal force within the man we love:
1. Men feel they are always being judged-Men feel the pressure of the world on the shoulders all the time. Men surveyed admitted that they think about what others think of them all the time. Men of color are especially affected by this mindset in that our society as a whole places extra stereotypes and double standards on men of color. Our media has done a very good job of showing a black either slam dunken his way out of poverty, shooting each other down in cold blood in the hood, strung out on drugs or being led away in handcuffs off to prison. It is understandable that men of color feel tremendous pressure about being judged by society and the communities in which they live.
2. Men feel they have no earthly idea how to do something- There is a deep seated vulnerability in every man that when doing something new and unfamiliar that he will fail and look incompetent. Even though he may appear confident and knowledgeable on the outside inside he is scared and often afraid that this inner secret will expose him and he will appear as a failure in front of his peers and family. This fear was not only in young emerging professionals but seasoned establish professionals as well.
3. Men really want to do challenged to do something new-Coupled with the vulnerability of being found incapable is the driving desire to want to accomplish and take on something new and adventurous. At first I thought this rather strange but I have come to understand that men are conquerors so the challenge of the unknown mixed with the excitement of potential failure is a driving force behind all men. It is during these times that men feel the most vulnerable and need our encouragement the most.
4. Men feel like impostors in the workplace-a man’s greatest battle with inadequacy takes place on his job. Today’s workplace is a stressful competitive environment for both men and women. So it is not unreasonable to understand that the vulnerability of inadequacy would move over into the workplace as well.
5. Men are constantly fearful of being replaced-Men live with a never ending internal fear that because they are not good enough they will fail and be replaced. It is this same fear that drives them to get out of bed in the morning.
6. Men feel like impostors in their own homes-Men feel just as insecure at home as well as in the workplace. Men truly desire to be good husbands but worry that don’t know how to succeed at doing so. Men judge themselves and feel the women in their lives judge them based on the happiness and respect they receive from them. No man feels he has all the answers on being a good husband or father. We as women need to be especially sensitive to this need in the men in our lives. We need to realize every time we express displeasure with their decisions we are reinforcing this inner issue.
So what do we as women do?
Affirmation is everything-flattery is everything and is one of the most affective ways to affirm a man. When we affirm the man we love we empower him to conquer the world. Men deliberately seek out places to be affirmed. When affirmation is absent a man feels void of confidence and often his feelings of manhood. At home is the most important place for a man to be affirmed. When men know the women in their lives believe in them, they can conquer the world.
Don’t tear him down- Women need to be careful and not reinforce her man’s feelings of inadequacy because it can become a self-fulfilling prophecy. When surveyed 44% of men felt unappreciated at home. This percentage was especially high among men between the ages of thirty-six and fifty-five.
Please know ladies, if he is not getting affirmation at home he will seek it elsewhere. So we must convince the men in our lives that they are the greatest. The lack of affirmation in a man’s life is a major reason men slip into pornography because looking at that picture makes him feel like a man and provides a false sense of escape. Therefore women I cannot admonish you enough to create a loving affirming home for the men you love.
Women need to create an atmosphere at home that allows men to make mistakes in peace and not have to worry about being exposed. We do this by not being critical and watching our words and mannerisms ensuring we are affirming and respectful. Men need a retreat from the daily pressure of always having to perform.
Support him sexually-Sex plays a huge role in a man’s self confidence. A wife’s who desires her husband physically and affirms him in bed empowers him to take on the world. A great sex life gives a man strength to overcome the inner feelings of the impostor that he battles.
In summary, men want us to know that they need us to want them despite their weaknesses, failings, and short-comings. They desire us to be their number one source of encouragement to become the man God created them to be. It’s about sending the man we love into the world every day alive with the belief that he can conquer the world. We do this by building his self confidence to do the impossible.
Voluptuous Diva Diaries is a newsletter sponsored by Voluptuous Diva, Inc. We are an online social network, fashion design, and merchandising community dedicated to the majority of American women. Voluptuous Diva, Inc. was created so that my fellow Divas can feel empowered, sexy, and inspired. Minister Joan White is the founder of Voluptuous Diva, Inc. and resides in Winston-Salem, NC
Defining Moments: The Testimony
30 AprOver the years I have had several defining moments that have had a significant impact on how I view myself. I have come to realize that we live in a world that tries to define who we are and what we do and what we shall become, whether we realize it or not. One of the greatest revelations for me was realizing that who I am, and whose I am, does not lie within the world system, but in something far greater.
You see, my self-esteem and self-worth for years were tied to things that although powerful and seemingly legitimate at the time were not the real truth of who I was. And it wasn’t until 1999 that I had a powerful, life-changing epiphany about who and whose I am.
Background: (As I write I hold back the tears) I grew up a preacher’s kid. My father was an AME Pastor and my mother a faithful Pastor’s wife. Until I was 13, I was a fairly fit kid, but hitting puberty changed all that. When you couple that with the stress of a household that was going through a turbulent divorce, what developed in my life was emotional eating and constant weight fluctuations. So began my obesity journey … the yo-yo dieting and criticism from those closest to me about my weight, and the emotional binge eating that still plagues me to this day.
Although I grew up a preacher’s kid and received Christ into my heart at age 12, it wasn’t until I was 30 that I received an epiphany that completely change my self consciousness about my body image.
Let me explain. All my life because of my size I was made to feel inadequate. I was told by loved ones well into my adult years that my life would never amount to anything great because I was fat. In my teen years I did not date as much as my friends and I was told the reason was that boys don’t like fat girls (at the time I was only a size 14-16). From that moment, I internalized that I was un-dateable and un-loveable to a man because I was fat.
Over the next several years whenever a guy showed any interest in me, I was overly anxious and too accommodating because in my mind he had to be a rare and special individual for looking beyond my ugly outside and wanting to date me. (Thank you, Oh God, for deliverance.)
Unfortunately for me, this definition lead to decades of poor self-esteem, years of depression, very poor relationship choices, severe emotionally scaring, and in my late teenage years (17-19 years of age) being preyed upon sexually by men old enough to be my father.
Throughout my mid- and late-20s, I was at my lowest point: no car, living at home with my mom, mediocre jobs, defeated in my mind, and deeply hurting within my soul because I truly believed that I could not be loved because I was fat. I could not be successful because I was fat. I could not be married (like all my closest friends) because I was fat. I could not get a good job because I was fat. I could not have children because I was fat. I was ugly because I was fat. God loved me but could not use me to my fullest potential because I was fat.
One of my greatest regrets was that I did not finish college and get my degree at 22. I was so ashamed that I hid it from everyone but my mom and brother for years. But at age 30, I had the opportunity to go back to my original college and finish what I started.
One evening as I was lying in bed in the dormitory; I began to cry and feel sorry for myself. I said to God, “If You could just help me lose the weight, my life would change for the better; then I could be beautiful and have great success.”
I remember hearing God clearly say to me, “Joan, when did I ever say that about you? I have never said that about you. Where is that even in My Word? You are fearfully and wonderfully made. And if you will grasp what I am saying to you and turn to me, I will fulfill every great thing in you. My love is not based upon your size; it is unconditional because of who I am. I have called you to greatness; your size is not your definition.”
Instantly, I was set free. Instantly, I was made whole, and I began to walk with greater confidence, peace, and purpose, knowing what had held me in a prison without bars all my life could hold me no longer. God dealt with me about forgiving those that had told me I was inadequate, joked in fun about my size, and looked down and thought less of me because I was a big girl. Their opinion was not my definition.
With that new found mindset of peace and hope, I finished my degree and six months later moved to Washington, DC. There I landed a wonderful job, qualified to buy a house, got into graduate school, and developed into a wonderful voluptuous woman destined for Godly purpose. I lived there for four and a half years then moved back home to Winston-Salem, and together with my family, started our first company. We opened a healthcare company that provides services to adults with developmental disabilities, and it has been going strong for seven years.
I made my first million fat; I bought my first home fat; I am a well-respected business woman fat; I have been able to travel around the world fat. And I am honored to tell you one of my most important epitaphs: “Fabulous And Thick”.
I do not deny the responsibility I have to my health and weight and work daily to be a healthier me. However, I refused to allow being plus-sized to stop me from being a better me either. Never let anyone or anything define who you are or limit your potential in any way. Their opinion is not your definition and neither is your size.
To God Be the Glory; both Now and Forevermore.
Voluptuous Diva
Stay Blessed and Continue to Re-Define Yourself
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Defining Moments: You Can Only Eat an Elephant One Bite at a Time
2 Apr
I have one of the best personal development coaches. Her name is Deborah Saunders-Carlton. She has helped me through so much over the past year. In my last session with her I expressed how this year has not gone according to plan. How I have not accomplished many of the goals I set-out for myself and I was feeling stagnant and discouraged. We talked about all I had been through a lot this year and truly I have overcome a great deal.
Earlier this year I lost my mental health business. The local management agency took it away within 4 days with no real explanation. I was devastated initially but I came to realize it was a real blessing. I am freer now than I have been in the last 8 years. I have more peace and God fixed it so that I could financially support myself to be able to pursue my passion which is blogging and inspiring others.
So I asked her why I have been so stagnant all these months. First of all she chastised me for not calling her sooner and remaining in that mind set all that time. Then she proceeded to tell me how I had a large vision with a lot of components and without a clear strategy I was overwhelmed and did not have a clear focus on what I needed to do. Then she made a profound statement “Girl you can only eat an elephant one bite at a time and even then you have to eat it in multiple place settings.” Of course I was blown away.
Timeline Solutions for Eating that Elephant!
As she and I began to talk we realized I had a vision whose time frame for initial fusion was roughly 15 months. So she suggested that I print out 15 calendar months and create a timeline that showed all the things I needed to do. Each task was to be represented in a different colored timeline and as I completed each task I was to highlight them and mark them completed on the calendar. She also taught me something a coach of hers taught her which was each day set a goal of 3 things to complete to further my business and improve upon my personal life. They were not to be things I should do routinely but tasks needed to further advance myself and business.
Final Thoughts!
Lastly, I was encouraged to write down each of my vision objectives and detail under each one what was undone. As I did that, I should choose tasks daily from this information to accomplish daily to further my vision. Meaning at the end of 30 days I would accomplish 90 different things both personal and business. I was so blown away and excited. She also encouraged me to keep track of my accomplishments and celebrate them as wins to keep myself motivated.
I agreed and I am proud to say my momentum has improved my focus is better and I am accomplishing far more than I have earlier this year. I am truly excited about what is to come for the remainder of the year and the New Year to come.
I admonish each of your to write the vision down and make it plan, calendar you vision, detail your vision objectives and challenge yourself to accomplish something everyday, in doing so you will hit the mark every time.
To God Be the Glory; both Now and Forevermore.
Voluptuous Diva
Stay Blessed and Continue to Re-Define Yourself
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Minister Joan White is the founder of Voluptuous Diva, Inc. and resides in Winston-Salem, NC
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Power of Positive Confession
5 MarPositive Confession!
One of the most powerful tools utilized in my life is also one that posses the greatest challenge to execute and that is the power of positive confession. As a Christian I have been taught throughout my walk with the Lord Jesus Christ that I AM WHAT GOD SAYS I AM. In the world system, I AM WHAT I SAY I AM. Both have validity and require action on the part of the confessor.
Even now as much as I have accomplished and through all that I have gained I still struggle with this in some parts of my life. I find myself in a constant mind battle to stay victorious in knowing that I am a powerful woman destined for greatness.
The word Power means a strength or force capable of being exerted. Confession means to disclose or acknowledge faith in something.
Translation-In us lies a strength or force cable to helps acknowledge a faith in something, often times bigger than ourselves. The key is where our power comes from and what it is we are confessing.
I am firm believer that the power is Christ Jesus and the confession is the Word of God and positive things instead of negative.
The Positive Confession of a Growing Christian
One of the first slogans I learned as a baby Christian was “confess it, believe it, and count it done in the name of Jesus.” I remember as a young teenager in high school confessing for good grades, confessing that the lord would bless me with whatever I needed. I was so excited back then, on fire, faith unwavering. I confessed for God to use me to do great works and to allow me to accomplish many great things. As I look back I chuckle at my naive and innocent faith.
As I have grown older and life has handed me quite a few blows (bombs is more accurate), I find that it is harder to have the fresh naive and positive outlook of my youth. As I continue to struggle with hardships and heart breaks in my life, it is difficult to stay positive and I am not ashamed to say that I have looked at my circumstances and failed to see no way out on many occasion. I have viewed positive confession as ridiculous and ineffective method to improve my circumstances many times in moments of despair and frustration.
Yet one thing has continued to remain constant for me is that even though I am down I don’t stay there. I begin to call upon the name of the Lord and say I can do all things through Christ Jesus who Strengthens me (Philippians 4:13) Even in my darkest hour as I began to confess the word about my circumstances peace would come. Hope abounds when there is an acknowledgment according to the word of God.
Negative Thinking: Positive Confession’s Greatest Enemy
One of the greatest enemies of positive confession is negative thinking. It is interesting to me how the nature of man has always been to gravitate towards the negative. Yet the positive has so much more power and benefit to our lives. The bible tells us that we are born in sin and conceived in iniquity, therefore, it is in our innate nature to look gravitate towards a negative perspective first. How many times have we jumped to conclusions and automatically thought the worst, only to find out upon closer examination that things were not as bad as they seemed? I can honestly say, for myself too many times.
It feels comfortable to our flesh to dwell on the negative. How many times have we been quick to pass along the latest juice gossip and hesitant to pass along good news? It is amazing to me how easy it is to say something negative about someone and so hard to say something positive.
Here me with your heart when I say this. You must learn to overcome negative thought and speech if you ever expect to walk in your fullest potential. I cannot tell you the number of times thinking and speaking negatively has cost me opportunities and killed my momentum to develop and grow into my God ordained Destiny. The bible says that we have what we say and that death and life lie in the power of the tongue (Proverbs 18:21). This let’s me know that I have the power to change my life for the better or worst by what I say and how I think.
I have found that the more I speak the Word of God and positive life fulfilling words from my mouth the better I feel, the clearer my outlook, the better I perform and the more effective others are around me as I speak positively into their lives.
I admonish each of you to begin this day to cast down negative imaginations and begin to view the world from a more Godly and positive manner, begin confessing that the glass is have full instead of half empty and I promise that as you do your life will definitely change for the better.
To God Be the Glory; both Now and Forevermore.
Voluptuous Diva
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I’m a Survivor
19 FebDeep within me, there is a knowing that floods my soul; that at my deepest, darkest hour of despair, I am compelled to keep going. It tells me I am not alone, and everything—regardless of how it looks—will be all right.
It is at those moments that I realize I am being carried by a strength not my own, a wind that propels me, even without my realizing it.
King David states many times throughout the book of Psalms that in his darkest hours, God came and comforted him, and provided him with the strength to endure. Over the last few years of my life, I have come into the realization of those scriptures like never before, and I thank Him.
I look back over some of the trials and tribulations in my life and realize they have provided me with even more significant triumphs. They may not have seemed that way at the time, however, looking back over them in hindsight, I realize they were not just trials and tribulations, but opportunities for growth in my character and my faith.
They were chances for me to change for the better, to learn to think differently in times of crisis, and they were opportunities for me to be repositioned for a greater destiny and purpose.
Over the last three years, several different trials and tribulations come to mind. I think on them and realize I am very humbled and grateful. I have gone into $2 million dollars worth of foreclosure debt from a failing business (we were about to lose everything—houses, cars, commercial property) only to see God bring me and my family out without losing anything. I learned that no matter how hopeless it seems, God is bigger than my financial circumstances.
I learned to turn those circumstances over to Him and to trust Him in my darkest hour.
My faith grew by leaps and bounds that year as He brought my family back to financial stability.
I learned that sometimes He has to literally snatch from us something that is no longer beneficial to us in order to give us what we really need. That was the case in 2011, when our bank allowed our second mortgage holder to foreclose on our commercial property, after we had struggled to bring it out of foreclosure a year earlier. It is a very rare occurrence for a 1st lien holder to allow a 2nd lien holder to foreclose on a property. But, God had another plan; we had outgrown that building and needed more space. Plus, the property was old and the maintenance was becoming quite costly. God removed that financial burden from us, and we were able to get another building that was much bigger and cheaper than what we had. In the end, we owed a $467,000 first mortgage that was paid off when the property was sold, and we were released, debt free, from the property, without having to do anything.
I learned that God is working on my behalf, even when I don’t realize it, and He can resolve an issue without my having to lift a finger.
The bank sent us the deed in the mail, stamped “Paid in Full” and we did not even know it was coming.
I learned that He will fight my battles if I hold my peace and remain steadfast. My company had an unfair audit that resulted in a crazy re-payment request from Medicaid in the amount of $439,000. We fought for two years, and finally hired an attorney. The attorney fought on our behalf for over 6 months, and, finally, he called us and said the amount had been reduced to $4,166.25. He said the attorney for the state dropped the charges and requested payment only for the events originally reviewed in the initial audit. Once the amount was paid, the audit and the entire issue would be resolved permanently. Only God can reduce a debt by over $435,000 without the attorney even having to do anything.
I learned that God is the greatest defense in the midst of a battle, and as long as He is on my side, I am the righteousness that will never be forsaken, and the seed that will never beg for bread.
I learned that God will remove a burden from you at your most stressful moment in order to reposition you for the greater blessing that is to come. Even when the situation looks unjust and hopeless, His mercy is sufficient, and His wisdom and truth endure forever. I learned that in the mist of a mighty tribulation, there is peace, and that the content of your character and integrity determine the success of your outcome.
I had that revelation this year when the state unfairly decided not to renew my business contract for the Medicaid services. They gave me four days to discontinue doing business, with no regard for the people I served, or my staff, who depended on my business to feed their families. My livelihood of 8 years—gone; hundreds of thousands of dollars in income—gone. At first, I was very distraught, and I felt defeated. I began to despair as if all was lost, but I talked with a colleague of mine who helped me realize that was far from the truth.
As I began to pray and consult the Lord, He told me, “I am removing this burden from you, so you can be free.”
The truth is, I hated that business; I was tired, burnt out and the business was struggling financially. A new vision had been burning in my spirit for two years, but I had no time to pursue it. The loss of that business gave me back my peace, my home, the time I needed to grow closer to God so that He could work on me, and time to work on the vision that now drove my passion. The day the business closed, I called a friend of mine and screamed, cried and thanked God for 30 minutes that the burden had finally been lifted.
A wave of peace swept over my body, and God told me He would work everything out for my family’s good, and I believed Him.
It was the first time in 8 years that I felt unrestrained and at total peace. God brought my family out of that circumstance as independent contractors able to sustain ourselves financially, with none of the stress, expense, and responsibilities of the business ownership. Only the Lord can do that.
In closing, I say unto you that no matter what trials and tribulations come your way, know that God is in the midst, waiting to give us peace, waiting to give us guidance, waiting to reposition us for something better, and waiting to show Himself sovereign. Know that what comes is coming in order to develop us into wiser, stronger people, and usher us to the next level of blessings, purpose, and destiny, for a greater life.
Your humble bondservant,
Voluptuous Diva
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